July 28th 11:04 pm
We went to Agen today, did a little shopping and walked around. It was fun. We stopped and I got what they call "a syrup" it's just flavored syrup and water but I like it. I've now had strawberry and kiwi.
While we were in Agen we went to the train station. I willingly confess it filled me with fear, panic, worry and a million more not so fun emotions. Planning to leave here means going back to the real world, with life, work worries, etc... but it also means going back to love, family and friends. And then there's familiarity, a blessing and a curse; I fear things I don't know but I also fear falling into a life of familiarity, normalcy, and maybe even complacency. What to do? I am neither here nor there. A woman trapped in limbo. I shout into nothing, "is anyone here?" No answer. How can anyone be here when the "here" is nowhere?
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