It´s strange, I don´t know why but I keep expecting myself to become someone else. I know I won´t become a social butterfly. I know that certain people will still bother me. I will still want to help people but also want to make a decent living. I will still want to be challenged every day and crave knowledge and understanding.
This is me. Why do I want to be anyone else? That answer is actually quite simple. It´s lonely being me.
9:07 pm
Well I made myself meet up with some girls from class to go shopping... it was the most fun I have had so far! Tomorrow we are meeting at the Arc de Triomf and going to the beach. Then Sunday we are going to meet at La Rambla to watch the game.
I figured it out! I was trying to make friends with people my age but what I needed was to look for people at my maturity level. It was so nice to talk to and hang out with people with similar goals and values in life.
I felt I could be myself and relax. I bought shoes, a shirt, and a dress but more importantly I made real friends. I can now say whole-heartedly that this trip was worthwhile. :)
P.S. It´s good that I´ve been keeping on top of things because I am going to ignore homework this weekend and just have fun!
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