Well I am 40 minutes early for class. It was partially intentional, I wanted to be here early enough to check my facebook. Alas I was thwarted in my efforts by a foor-foot-tall Colombian woman named Nancy. Nancy is the cleaning lady at the school, and for some reason she always starts her morning cleaning routine on the top floor (aka the computer lab).
9:00 pm
Well today´s lesson was by no means perfect but it was still miles better than last weeks! I feel bad because someone invited me to go to lunch and I said no because I was too busy freaking out about my lesson. I should have made myself go.
I guess I need to take babby steps on making myself go out and do more. I really do like the people in my class they are very helpful and sweet, it´s just hard because I always feel that if I´m invited somewhere it´s just because they are trying to make me feel included. I guess I just am not interesting enough to warrant my own invite (which I understand totally). I don´t think I shall ever be the life of the party, at least not that kind of party.
I get so tired of explaining that just about everything upsets my stomach. I must sound like such a whiner! No pop. No alcohol. No meat. No eating before Noon.
I wish everyone would just wear a shirt saying exactly who they are...
mine would read...
-Really picky eater
-Still believes in Prince Charming
-Small-town girl
-Wants to make a difference in the world
-Strong opinions yet very sensitive to others´opinions
I don´t want to pretend to be anything else.
Isn´t there anyone else like that in the world?!
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You sure are hard on yourself.
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