Well only 9 days until I leave and I will be gone the next 2 in Kalamazoo and probably next weekend I will be in Grand Rapids for Father's Day.
Trying to switch to 6 hours later is really wierd for my body too. Going to bed at 9:30 PM seems nuts but I really need to start shifting since I will only have a couple days in Barcelona before my class starts.
Elea keeps talking about how leaving everyone here is the hardest thing that she has ever done. That is the last thing I want to hear right now as I'm getting ready to leave for a year and meet friends that I may likely never meet again. I just wish there was some way to feel a little more secure and stable about this coming year. I don't know where I will be or what I will be doing.
It's crazy just how up in the air it is. I still can't believe that it's me doing it. I'm the last person in the family most people would have guessed would move impulsively to Spain. I've never really acted on an impulse before especially not anything of this magnitude.
What the heck am I doing!? I'm not ready for this! I guess I really am all grown-up now living on my own and fending for myself. Well ready or not here I come!
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