Thursday, April 29, 2010

Journal Entry April 22nd 10:36 PM

Two months from tomorrow I will leave for Spain. I confess I'm still excited about it but in the last week it has been pushed from my mind. I just realized that a week from Saturday will be a big landmark for me and for my family. I will be the first of the six kids to graduate with a Bachelor's Degree! Lindsey got her Associates first because I didn't get one, and she will probably be the first to get a Master's Degree too but I still feel good about being first at something. I must admit it doesn't happen a lot. I usually do well at most things I try but to finish first, to reach this landmark, is such a big deal! Yay! Go me! (I am now throwing a mini celebration for myself in my head haha.) It's sad though to think about certain things..... I might never see my roommates or college friends again; I will miss my niece's 8th birthday; I won't see my brother's son/daughter until he/she is almost a year old! It's kind of difficult for me to think life will go on without me, almost like I never existed. Well I sub tomorrow at Ottawa so I should go to bed.

P.S. An old teacher of mine told mom she wasn't suprised I was going to Spain because I was so independent! Am I really independent?! I didn't know that!

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